Betta Fish: My Betta Fish of Almost 2 Years Passed

Guys im so down right now I cannot believe my fish just died. He was my everything. My absolute everything. And the worst part is my parents just treat it as if it were some ordinary fish. They don't even care about how i feel about this. He's been with me through my ups and downs and I cannot believe hes gone. I feel so bad I couldn't give him a better life due to the fact my parents were full of this mindset that betta fishes can live in small containers. I couldn't buy a bigger one and they wouldnt have allowed me anyway. They're always telling me not to care about how the other people keep their fishes like in those 5 gal tanks. Saying its a waste of money and its unnecessary. My betta was sick for a very long time. I did everything I could. Frequent 20% water changes, 3 pellets and some bloodworm flakes per day, my care and love for him. Recently he had swim bladder disorder. I quickly tried everything. Almond leaves. Clean water. Even bought some live daphnia. But it was too late. He already had lots of discoloration by then. I can't stop blaming myself i wish I had given him the life he deserved. RIP Bubbles.. (March 2024 – October 22)
(The video was filmed on the 5th of April 2024)